There is something interesting that builds inside my heart and head when I think about my Sir taking my breast into his mouth, closing his eyes, and relaxing fully into the moment.
It is said that breastfeeding significantly enhances bonding between a woman and her partner. There is increased oxytocin release, skin-to-skin contact, and the unique experience of shared closeness. This bonding strengthens their emotional attachment, provides comfort and security for them both, and contributes to overall well-being.
When he touches my breast, it evokes sensual and sexy emotions. Insatisfiable lust, extreme pleasure, and the feeling of being his. Totally, unapologetically, completely.
When his strong hands cover my breast or wrap around my neck I feel the most feminine and soft I ever feel in life.
But why do I desire to lactate? Why do I want my Sir to have breastmilk when he suckles? Why do I want to feed him?
The honest answer is simple. I like it. I’ve watched countless adult breastfeeding relationships and pornos and I have to admit that it turns me on. A lot.
When he latches on and closes his eyes, watching him slip into another realm that is calm, safe, and beautiful gives me an incredibly sexy high.
And the added bonus is that it’s relaxing and beneficial for both of us. In a world that’s full of noise, confusion, stress, political tensions, gender flexibility, and everything in between it’s easy to feel consumed. It’s easy to feel overwhelmed, over worked, under paid.
But in the moment we pause together to indulge in an adult’s breastfeeding sessions, everything waits. From the moment he latches on, the world around us doesn’t exist. It’s just him and I. Recharging.
While I pride myself on being an independent woman, Sir has accomplished much more, has greater responsibility, and has more people relying on him to put food on their tables. The pressure of that, the stress, the harsh realities that come with such greatness, is real. But when he latches on, when the warmth and plumpness of nipples bring him peace and give him just a few moments of rest…I feel as though I am providing the ultimate form of giving of myself. The ultimate form of surrender and devotion.
And that's why feeding him, is the best decision I have made lately.